Hello ElevateAudio. It has been over almost year since I opened this forum. I’m sorry I didn’t responded back than, but I want to thank you and all fo the rest of the people that responded. I actually followed the advices that I got here and from my friends and familie and took a gap year from the university. I wanted to learn to do things and make things that I like. I wanted to dampen the perfectionism in me and use it as a positive trait. In my gap year I worked 24/7 in a IT shop and saved money so I could travel to Japan. And to Japan I went. After I came back, it refuelled my energy and love for music. I actually made a lot of new concepts and beats, without thinking to much, that I actually really like. I even submitted a track in august that is accepted on audiojungle! I’m buzzed and I just want to thank you and everybody on this forum that helped me rekindle my flame for music.
(PS: I did change my name from the present to viride)